Candid
- August 23rd, 2010
- By Anthony Yoon
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Art scares me a little. Actually, it scares me a lot. I’m kinda strange so I like strange things, but art makes my skin crawl sometimes. I still hesitate to call myself an artist, that hallowed title. I say it sometimes, though, because I want to get used to how it feels in my mouth, how it sounds. I’m still not used to it. Most of the time I feel a bit of a hack carrying around a couple cameras and making people do crazy things my brain comes up with. It’s my brain, and it’s not me. A sort of detachment, I guess.
I like to be in control of what I create. It helps me when things make sense and art’s just not like that. Sometimes, when I visit art museums with friends and we look at all those paintings, they comment about what they think and technical aspects and historical backgrounds, and I just kind of slink to the background nodding my head in appreciation, furrowing my brows in vain frustration to understand. All I see are a bunch of lines. What’s so special about that?
It’s a journey for me. This is probably unprofessional and some professional photographer is reading this post with professional criticism shaking their professional head at my naivete. If they visit this at all. But I thought I should let you know.
I was never good at this business thing anyway. I just like taking pictures because I don’t have the patience to paint and words don’t string together so well for me on paper. I don’t have an art background, I was a philosophy major in college (sucked at it) and basically googled my way to learning photography. At least that’s my excuse. The truth of the matter is, I’m kind of a strange guy, and I just like strange things.





















